It More Than Stings

        It more than stings feeling that no matter what happens, feeling like what you are going through doesn't matter to anyone, especially the ones that you hold close to.  I was visibly frustrated the other day only for my partner to ask why I was in a bad mood.  I told her why.  I had chipped my tooth earlier that morning and feeling very self conscious about it since several people including her had pointed it out.  Also, thinking ahead to the evening, that I would end up feeling alone like always.  She did not acknowledge what I had said, and her reply was oh, I thought you felt I did something wrong. Excuse me? I guess to be fair, they are my feelings, but some responsibility has to be held on her part if she in any way contributes to those feeling by actively doing things.  She asks why I am taking it out on people.  I was keeping quiet and not speaking to anyone while actively looking pissed off.  I didn't talk to to anyone, yell, or anything.  I replied to her that she has done way worse than that and she needed to be more considerate.  Her answer was that she warns people that she is in a bad mood, so that makes it ok.  WHAT? So as long as you warn people that you are in a bad mood, you can treat people like shit in one form or another?  I told her that was actually worse than what I was doing.  Um, are you ignoring what I told you I was feeling?  No, I read it....Anyone else see a problem here?  Fuck my shitty existence.