What's wrong with me?
I was hoping to get some quiet time to myself today but that didn't happen. My sister did not go to work today even it is normally a work day for her. No clients today I guess. Yesterday I spent 2 different instances with Hannah. She said she wanted to spent time with me. She grabbed my hand and held it for moment and gave it a kiss. Maybe there is a part of her that craves to have what she and I had back. Especially now with everything that has gone on with her but that is probably a long shot in my opinion. That's my overthinking at work. Trying to rationalize something that can't be rationalized. She finally acknowledged a message a sent a while ago stating that even though she didn't respond that it wasn't true. She wasn't sure that there was anything that she could that could comfort me especially given the headspace that she has been in for a while. When I sent the message I tried to be considerate of that which is what I told her and she knew what I wa...