Monday

 So another week begins. My nephew started his first day of kindergarten today. Hopefully that goes well for him. Looking forward to what he has to say about it when he gets home. Trying to stay productive today while trying not to let my thoughts run away today. I can't stay that I am trying to stay positive because I have not been in a positive headspace lately but I am trying not to let my headspace turn negative. Easier said than done. 

    I was hoping to have had a hair cut by now. It's been nearly a week since I asked my sister if she could do it of which she said yes. She said that she would bring her things home last Wednesday but that didn't happen. Yesterday, all of us that wanted haircuts were supposed to go to the salon and get them done but that plan changed she made a trip to go and pick up her things. When she got back she gave each of the boys a haircut and then proceeded to make dinner. I thought that maybe afterwards that she was gonna say something about getting it done but that didn't happen. I also wanted to clean up after dinner so they she would both have time to do it for me and that she wouldn't have to use any more energy but that didn't happen. I'm wondering if she forgot or she didn't want to. I mean, I had asked specifically for one and the boys didn't. It was just kind of declared, hey, they should have fresh cuts for school tomorrow.

    A weird thing that happened late in the evening was I was in the room with door slightly shut as it normally is during that time of the evening just minding my own business when the door opens and in walk my sister I think. I wasn't paying attention and I was just listening to a youtube video while trying to relax and clear my head. I believe she proceeds to squat and pee and few feet from me. This is so weird. Why would she do that? She has her own bedroom. There are 2 bathrooms. What's weirder is that there is a wet piece of clothing on the bedroom floor which I am sure that is from this incident. I didn't move or make any indication that I was awake and paying attention to what was going on. I just wanted it to be over. She left and didn't close the door. Was she intoxicated? Was she high?

    It is now late in the morning as I am writing this and I am still wondering if I am going to be getting a haircut. I haven't mentioned anything yet because I don't want to be a bother. Do I just not mention anything and hopefully she sees her tools and sees me and thinks, oh yeah, hey bro lets do your hair? I am fearful of doing or saying something that my upset the balance.