Insignificant

         Nothing really explains in one word what I am feeling.  But still this one word doesn't really tap the surface of everything that is going on underneath.  The endless mixed signals and feelings of loneliness is constantly tearing my heart apart.  I try everyday to not let it bother me.  Some days are easier than others.  I don't know what to do anymore.  I don't know where I stand in other people's hearts.  Questions left unanswered are the worst.