Bullshit

 I may or may not turn this into separate posts but we will see.  Continuing from the last post, I was put into a position that I didn't want to be in, especially without my consent.  They dropped everything to go get a friend in another state.  This trip ended up costing them so much money, because one problem happened after another.  From my perspective seeing how this person interacts, she not only expected them to go ahead and drop everything, she's not even greatful.  Hannah is holding on to this pipe dream of her being like a first love and that's the strings that she was pulling knowing that she would be there in a heartbeat.  She is not grateful.  She interacts with entitlement.  I don't like when people do that.  I'm not ok that because of the emotional attachment to this person, that reason and accountability go out the window.  I loathe the way that I am treated while trying to be helpful and productive and this person gets to do whatever they want, flaunting tits and quips like it a joke because she knows the currency to spend in order to not rise any suspicion.  It may seems like I'm trying to rise a conspiracy but I'm not.  I believe I observe without having blinders on to everything around me.  The rage and sadness that flows through me, helps me to see even more without bias.