So.... tired....of life...

I can never win. Or even place for that matter. Everything I do is wrong. I literally am doing a chore. Vacuuming the floor and you can't even pause in a polite way to let me know you were on the phone. I didn't fucking know, but you chose to snap at me. One thing after another, you dismiss me more and more. I don't care who anyone is, if you continue to treat them in such a way, one day they won't be there for you because one day, you will have broken them passed their point. I don't deserve to be talked to any such ever. It's one thing if a person is caught up emotionally and doesn't realize what they are doing in the moment. So that's when someone speaks up and says hey...chill...what you are saying and how you are saying it is making me feel this way. A person doesn't just get to dismiss that away because you don't like what being said. What would you have done if I ever blew you off when you are trying to share something with me that is important to you. I'm tired of sad days. I'm tired of being tired. Even now, I don't feel good, you know this, I'm trying to do stuff, and you are still succeeding in making me feel like I'm in YOUR way. I'm not the villain but somehow feel this way. You idolize the person who hurts you most and make excuses on why you endure. Am I just the easy target for your frustrations?